December 2009

(*** this entry has been made before 2009 ends. It was posted lately due to lack of time and laziness… hahaha ***)

December…

It means a lot to me. For me, December is the happiest and special month of the year. Its not just I was born on this month, but there are lots of memories and occasions happening when this month comes.

First week of December is my birthday. On that day, I know that it’s going to add another year to myself – meaning to say, time to be mature and time to manage my life properly. Goodbye teen-aged times, and welcome to the real world. As like what I am always saying, maturity doesn’t really apply on physical appearance – it’s not having wrinkles on the face, not having white hairs, not changing totally your natural looks.., but on the other side, maturity does matter for you to know how important your life is. It’s the basis of how you would face the future – how are you going to live strong, and how you would weigh all of the challenges in life. If you know how to do these things, I guess you are already matured enough... I am not that mature yet I believe, but I’m starting to learn how…

Another important happening during December is, as we all know when Christmas comes. All of us have parties everywhere, with friends and families, and people who we shared some memories from the past whole year. This is the day when all people starting to become very busy buying and choosing gifts, going to malls having dinner and funny moments with friends and families, Christmas parties and reunions… you cannot compare the happiness that you are experiencing during December unlike the other months.

I even had a reunion to one of my high school friend. A friend who seemed doesn’t have any contact with me almost after high school graduation, texted and greeted me on my birthday. Then, we had dinner together. Unfortunately, I tried to contact some of my high school friends to have also a gathering but maybe its not the right time, we are all busy and don’t have time. Anywise, there is always a next time…

This December, I even also had a “reunion” to one of my college barkada. And like the other story above, a college friend who does not have any contact with me, (I’m not so sure if we were in a good terms that time, we’ve almost forgotten that) decided to meet up and have a dinner-bonding moment. I guess, having a dinner is a great way to reminisce and to bond again our thoughts together. Also, it was already scheduled together with all of my college friends to have a reunion out-of-town, but unfortunately, it was cancelled due to work conflict schedules.

Moving on, there will be a next time, next year is just nearly coming, and I hope everything that we all have planned will be grant. *cross-finger* lols.

I am not closing my doors to any opportunity that might come this coming 2010. I really don’t know what would be going to happen next. It might be a self-growth towards new challenges.., possible new thoughts from some other ideas.., might be getting immature instead of being mature… it really depends. And I can’t even figure it out, unless, it’s already been happening. I know I can handle all of this. I trust myself…